I know you're very tired of hearing it, but I just can't get it off my chest. I'm sorry. The pain is so intense. I want to run away and hide. I'm tired of being strong and being a man. I just want to be a little boy and not worry about anything again. I hate this world so much. I hate it. I don't want to be here anymore. I don't want to live where there could ever be so much hate. I feel like I'm drowning in it. It's filling my lungs up. I'm choking on it. I'm choking on this world and it's hate. Dear Jesus, please. I don't want to die.

- posted by Jonathan@ 8:22 PM