To The Blue Sky. . .
9.09.2003
Why am I always the bad guy? It's not like it's even my fault at all. I mean, you could try getting a clue sometime. Or you could at least come and talk to me to my face. Just stop being so false. Why are we friends when we're together, but then I hear all these stupid things you say? It's not like I talk about you behind you back. I gave that up a long time ago and I just decided to love you. I'm not trying to change you. I'm letting you be who you are, but you can't let that get in the way of everything else. It's not like you're the only person involved. I just corrected you where you were wrong. Grow up and deal with it already. I'm not the bad guy. I'm really sick of being made out ot be the bad guy. Why don't you just quit if you don't like it? I worry about your motives anyways. It just frustrates me that you can't just be honest with me. What did I ever do to deserve this? It's not like I chose to be who I am. I just am. And I don't have to change for you or anyone else. Maybe someday you'll figure this out about yourself too. Don't try and be something you're not, but just because you are something doesn't make you right.