Wow. I have a most beautiful girlfriend. I think it's wonderful how God works. I've prayed for a long time (selfish of me I know) for someone who I could just share what's in my heart with. But I always (tried) to ask God to teach me to depend upon him for my love fully, first. And I guess I've waited a long time, but it's happened in God's time and it's most definitely better for it. I feel like I'm at a great place in my spiritual life. God is teaching me so much about who he is, who he wants me to be, and what he wants our relationship to be. And I guess I'm finally ready to be with another person like I am now. And God knew when I would be ready. And Mona is so great. We've talked and we both agree that we just want our relationship to be what God wants it to be. And I'm so excited. This is what I've wanted. I have a great girlfriend who's so in love with Jesus, infinitely moreso than with me. And I think that's awesome. That's just the way I want it. Thank you Jesus for everything.

- posted by Jonathan@ 4:49 PM