Hi my loves. I'm sorry I don't write anything. I just have nothing important to say. Except that I miss you, my friends. Life has been pretty good as of late. I have much to be thankful for. I have a good job, and people who love me, and a most beautiful girlfriend who makes me very happy, and a church home where I feel God's presence, and food to eat and water to drink. Which, even those last two things are much more than the rest of the world. I have been slacking this past week with my devotional life, and I have felt the hurts that are associated with such happenings. But my Lord, my God: he tells me how much He loves my anyway, with forgiveness on His breath. And things are right with Him again.

As much as things are great, there is always the hurt in my heart. But I've grown used to it. Yet everytime I think of my loss, it's like tearing the wound a new. So I just bleed love out. Rather than bitterness, or anger, or abandonment. I am learning much from my Savior.

I walked in on this bum guy doing coke in the bathroom at work on Wednesday. Crazy eh? What a bazu.

- posted by Jonathan@ 3:06 PM