To The Blue Sky. . .
2.22.2005
2.21.2005
Things
- For some reason I am getting MTV 2. Awesome!
- Walken has a show Friday. Please come see us play. I promise you it will be entertaining. Go here for details.
- Contrary to popular belief, I did not get Ian and Nate sick. That was purely coincidental.
- Don't let me forget to send my stuff into the 2005 YS Creativity Contest.
- I found my drum machine.
- "You are entering a world of pain. If you mark an eight, you will find yourself in a world of pain."
- Don't forget about love.
- I got underpaid for 10.52 hours on my last pay check. That is approximately 77 dollars that they forgot to give me.
- I miss. . .
2.18.2005
My aunt just called. She was looking for my mom, but we talked for a few minutes. Her and and my uncle are moving to North Dakota. My uncle is in the air force you see, and they just found out they're moving again. But anyways, when I said goodbye, she told me she loved me. And that just made me feel so good. Like I really don't know her but hardly. I've seen her twice in about 6 years or so (I think). But every time she calls, she always tells me she loves me. I like that. It makes me think about my two nephews. I love those little boys so much. And I really want them to know me, and know that I love them, even when they get older. With my parents job and moving all the time, I feel like I kind of missed out on a lot of the family thing. You know? I get kind of jealous of people who have big holidays with their extended families. And both my grandfathers died when I was so young and all. But see, I'm not complaining here. I'm just saying how good it felt to be told that I was loved, from someone I don't even really know. And I want my nephews to always know that I love them.
ATTENTION RACHEL AND SAM: Could you please hurry it up already? I want a freaking niece.
2.15.2005
Breathe/Break
burn/consume
and from the ashes be born anew
. . . if my filthy hands could just touch your robes
I'm sure I'd be healed
breathe/break
my skin peels with each love I forsake
if your pierc'd hands could just touch my wounds
. . . I'm sure I'd be healed
2.14.2005
2.11.2005
Hey Zach, if you read this, I keep forgetting to tell you but I booked a show on the 25. Is that going to work for you? I will try to remember to tell these things from now on. It's at Frontline p.s.
2.09.2005
p.s. I was bored and on makeoutclub (it's not like it sounds) and this one chick's profile had a pic of her wearing a big belt buckle that said "Jihad". And the caption was something like "I am awesome because there is a holy war above my crotch everyday".
I thought that was hilarious.