Last Light

I need you to be the strength of widows and soul survivors
I need you to be as fearless as new mothers and new fathers
I need you to be the hope of hearts who lost true love
I need you to be the might of their first kiss
I need a purpose and I need a reason
I need to know that there is trophy and meaning
To all that we lose and all we fight for
To all our loves and our wars

Keep breathing
Keep living
Keep searching
Keep pushing on
Keep bleeding
Keep healing
Keep fading
Keep shining on

This song is for the hearts still beating

- Jacob Bannon of Converge

- posted by Jonathan@ 10:02 AM

 

Well, I've been back now for about two weeks. Things are different but the same. I don't watch television anymore. I'm trying to figure out how I fit in now. I need a job that I (hopefully) won't hate. Lots of things really.

I guess I have a lot to figure out still. Like what I am even doing with myself. But I feel really good. I know that God is working on me. Getting me ready. There are good things to come.




I posted some pictures from the summer on the moblog.

- posted by Jonathan@ 10:12 AM

 
Hello Janesville. I never thought I'd say it, but I admit that I did in fact miss you. Or moreso some of you inhabitants. But also my bed, which was left in your charge, and an odd sense of home, without being home. Yes, you have a new Taco Bell, but you're the same Janesville I've always known. I did take advantage of my time away. I feel as though I've grown in both knowledge and understanding. And God has answered prayers already. I have this hunger, this thirst. I prayed for you this morning, just so you know. I know there's good in you.

The new Taco Bell however, is not so special.

- posted by Jonathan@ 11:06 AM